DAY "1" of the Bitter Bitch Blog

Greetings All!

This is my first foray into the public light. At least public meaning open to strangers-- we are always on stage at work or in school with our peers but this crazy world of blogging breaks down all of the barriers as to what is public and in the spotlight....

I think for a basic introduction I will say that I am quite possibly in the throes of a female midlife crisis. I am a single mother of a tween, in the midst of at least two drawn out trivial lawsuits brought on by a vacation dad that all of a sudden after 10 years wants to step in as Super Dad, ... as though time gone by is not an issue in the heart and existence of a child who is only 12 years old.... A child who in past years gave her mother a father's day card of her own accord...

I think for starters I will garnish all sorts of criticism for labeling myself as a "bitter bitch" because I know that life is a gift and I believe in a higher power that does not lay more upon us than we can ultimately handle.... but aside from that I think it is appropriate to say that I unfortunately and ashamedly truly qualify as a "bitter bitch".

I would like my blog to allow you to go through the journey with me... I do not always intend to be a bitter bitch as I do believe that drinking the poison of bitterness will only bring an end to myself and not an end to the evil in others. I do believe that there is still good in the world and I believe that there is a higher power of good as well as a higher power of evil... just as in nature there is negative and positive, there is darkness and there is light.... it is as simple as that. We people and myself included try to label it or understand it but it is what it is... beyond comprehension but there in existence nonetheless.

This obviously is a truly stunted beginning to a blog, but I randomly stumbled upon this opportunity for a beginning and I just dove in.... unprepared, naive as a child, and naked to the criticisms of the world.

I hope to resume this blog in the near future. At that time I hope to have some semblance of a format and some sort of organization rather that just some sort of rambling nonsensical diatribe to myself.

Tonight I must sign off and ponder the undertaking before me and truly decide whether or not I have the resolve to withstand the constant negative scrutiny that is offered in this world.... funny since I am the "bitter bitch" huh? I figure that title is just bringing it on..... May the higher powers that be give me strength to venture on through this crazy quest!